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Name: Francesca
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 10/9/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: music...sports...my guitar...my friends...i like to hang out a lot. i dont really have much else to do. i like writing songs...poetry, stories, anything, really. i like to read...hmmm...i like learning new songs...i like to sing...i like to....ok..im outta ideas....but notice, this site's all about ME, ME, ME!
Expertise: playing my guitar...writing stuff...reading...playing sports...making people laugh (at and with me). hmmm...i dunno wut im good at...ask my friends...oh, im good at arguing...and being a potty mouth...yup...thats about it.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
4/8/2004
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| and so again i feel like writing.and write i will. but this will be far more poetic than my norm. (none of this is true.i just feel like...writing)
you hunt me down yet you dont realize that one day you will be destroyed. Fate is inevitable. Love is inevitable. Fear incapacitates even the strongest of soldiers. And you are only one man. And yet to me you are everything. I've lost life and hope and for reasons unknown. Yet i stay. Yet i live to die over and over again. The smell of smoke arises as i find that my life has been burned to ashes and the time that passes feels like an eternity has elapsed. Tears fill my eyes as i watch you die. This blade is stained with crimson defeat. This sink is stained with blood as i try to fight. This pain it sears as i continue to bleed. My head it hurts as i cut my ninth. I stay in this bathtub and drown myself, cry myself into eternal sleep. Life ebbs away, and all i can think is about you. How i watched you bleed your last, your face in a pained expression, just after it looked aghast. I shot you with my last bullet, with words stronger than its force. It must hurt me to know that the fault was mine and mine alone. The water almost drowns me as these last tears flow. Life hurts. Love hurts. And your memory will burn in my heart forever. Even as i lie lifeless in this body. As my soul and spirit fly, your crimson blood will be forever stain my hand.
~StaX | | |
| hey everyone whos such a loser that theyre actually reading what i have to say! its skagy's bday today. its ...u noe how old. lol i do not wish to give out such important info out on the net. lol. im going to sallys "graduation" party with my cuzin katrina. its at skagys place. all her cuzins and stuff are gonn be there. then her bday will be the weekend after that. yup. itll be great. i cant wait to get home today. i really feel like cutting my nails an playing my heart out on my 'tar. its been a while. shyaa. i was held back after school. actually, i skipped 7th period. me and kt were asked for our opinions on some kind of comic script thing for a local university. its lame. we were supposed to edit it and thats what we did. the chik went crazy on me. everytime i tried to edit something, she got on my back about how "thats how it was posed to be". lol. yup. i was like, "geez, calm down lady!" mmhmm....but overall, today was a grand day. we had a lot of fun and made lots a jokes and stuff...things are almost back to normal. im writing this story thing and its pretty cool that i wrote already 30 pages. i only started last monday. not bad, eh? lol...wait, i started last ...i dunno, somewhere last week. ppl who read it say its coolo. kde...kt sayss shes adicted, so does my mom. it takes place in medeival england...in Essex. yes, thats a real place. lol. and so are saxons. lol. ppl think i make up all these things...its all a part of history. yeah, its cool. i wrote lots of depressing thoughts yesterday.things that are forever forged within my heart. i dunno, i write a lot of things. but i mean he all....at the time that i write them. i mean, i may say that i hate soeone, but and write it, but a week later, i dont...or day, or hour...or...knowing me? one minute later. lol. yeah. im sporadic. i just live each da hoping life will get better tomorrow, and if it doesnt, i just pray that the day after that will be better.]
im kinda surprised that i still hold to my dreams of acting. lol. god i hope its my destiny. thats all you can really do with these kinds of things. just ray to God that it was meant. i mean, every movie that i watch, the more i want to do it. i dont really know what my friends think about that. to me, its a bit of a sensitive topic and i dont really like to be criticized of these kinds of things. but i need to be. first thing when i get home: call skagy and ask what it thinks about me going into acting....kt already says she thinks ill do great...but shes the nice type. skagys more...honest. lol. if i dont do that, i guess theres always writing. or law. i think im good at defending people. its worked for myself, as well as friends, many a time. mmhmm. well, gotta go, me cuzins on the phone. | | |
| YOU ARE 71 % EMO !
Well.. you've made the cut! Now go buy some promise rings and knit yourself a sweater.
YOU ARE 56 % TORTURED ARTIST ! 
Art is significant in your life, people are scum but you have the capicity to deal with it. Give it a few more years and you will either forget about art or hate the world.
YOU ARE 51 % EVIL GENIUS ! 
Evil courses through your blood. Lies and deceit motivate your evil deeds. Crushing the weaklings and idiots that do nothing but interfere in your doings.
BUT I KINDA LIED IN THE 3rd ONE. JUST TO MAKE IT FUNNIER. | | |
| lol. that was skagy. it wrote that. lol yup. im just drawing and shtuff. stayed home, then went to the beach. hot guys. shyaa. oh, and some pack of guys were waving at me. lol yup. i said pack, as if they were wolves. lol. mmhmm. well, im off to bed. im going to me aunts wedding tomorrow. my dress is pretty. its crimson, me fave color. so,,,bye!
-Francesca | | |
| i like to eat ka-ka. shtapoo. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. so. sl. ow. sl.ow.me. eat. apples.to.nite.
ur mama biotch = i_want_ur_grandma | | |
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